Ahhh....

erm.. I feel like changing my blog again. Hahas!! And..No one is going to scold me for that right? Just relink me and it's okay le mah... Okay lah... Okay lah.... Hahas. Oh no, I can't be that naggy. Hurhur... I guess only F4nHai will know why I say that. =D

Eh...how leh? I will change after O okay? Okay or not? Yes, thanks arx. But this time when I change, I won't tell you guys what's my link unless you ask me for it. Or maybe if I really know you la. But I will still visit this blog occasionally. Just like my another two old blogs as well. Hmm...O is only in two weeks time. Hais...

Urgh....I need to study real hard. WITHOUT my television? *sob I must be determined!

I WILL BE FINE
I WILL BE FINE
I WILL BE FINE
I WILL BE FINE
I WILL BE FINE

ARGH. And again,

I WILL BE FINE


I hate everything that is happening! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! And it's not my hair please. ARGH!!!!!! I hate staying at home and I hate going out!
I JUST FEEL LIKE SHOUTING!!!!!!!

Everything seems to be wanting my life.




When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone


Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

I woke up early to run and since I'm eating my breakfast now.... I CAN BLOG. Because I'm not wasting any time right?? RIGHT?? =) Hahas.

I didn't ran long today, was feeling soooo tired this week. And know what's gonna happen next week? EVERYDAY from 1.30pm to 5.30pm, we have to go for self study programme! Oh no! *shake head. For maths and science. Then don't we have to study for other subjects?? HUH? Answer me!! And I'm not blaming anyone now. I love my school KAY! =p I don't wanna blog about 'things which students are not supposed to'.

I seriously feel that a blog is a personal thing and so we should be allowed to blog whatever we want. But... I definitely would not want Singapore to have any racial conflicts ofcourse. PEACE! =D

My prelims result did improve a tiny little from my pre-prelim. I've got to work harder. I'm so ashamed to blog out my results but still I'll do it....

L1R4 : 23
L1R5 : 31

AHHH!!!! =( Don't laugh at me, I'm very upset by it. That's why I've got to work doubly hard now. Please pray or do whatever for me so that I'll be able to endure for this last month and BREAKTHROUGH. Please....

I'm having pinic with my clique except Ohm later. We're celebrating Bitch and Honeybunch early birthday!! heehee...

I guess... I should be able to have the courage to face it. Somewhere I used to love. Till I hate it.
Urgh.... It's an happy occasion today!!


I still miss you everyday. =)
I know the day will come.
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Hahahs. That Prelims is finally OVER~~~~

YEAH~ Doubt I'll do well anyway. =(

Rest assured, no more blogging for one month. So friends, guess you guys will be busying studying too. So don't miss me ah! =D I really hope I can control lah. And I will.

No blogging....no blogging....no blogging....

SOB SOB!!!

Okay lah. It's just one more pathetic month. THANKS!!!

BYE BYE!!! =)

Yesterday I had tuition with Honeybunch and she is so inconsiderate!! Wahahas!! Know what she did after tuition? We went to buy tibits and she was eating hers at my house. She threw down the tibits at the people below my flat!

At first it didn't caught anyone when Oneybunch threw and then I tried. I thought I heard someone shout but she said she didn't hear any. So she threw again and this time the man shouted 'OI!!' So loudly!! Hahas! Then Honeybunch and I was laughing like mad and peeping the man. One of the tibits hit his car! Hahaas!

Honeybunch is the inconsiderate one, not me. =)

The other day, I was with my clique and we were talking about if we were to have a kids one day, what will we do and expect. Honeybunch and Mummy said they will not force them to go University or do things they don't like. Ohm almost same with me, wants them to be able to get into the University.

All of them said next time my kids will be stressed up by me. And it's all for their own good. And I suddenly realised how come parents always say that. Because... It's really for their own good! My father is another one, he don't expect me acing in all my subjects or I can even say he doesn't care about my studies. He only wants me to be happy and healthy and that's enough.

That's why! That's why! There was no one to coach me or ask me to study and I think that CULTIVATED me into a lazy person. So, I wouldn't want my kids to be like me. Always counting on last minute work. If my kids were to start cultivating the habit of studying since young, I am SURE, they will grow up that way too. If I don't start them since young, when they get older, I don't think they'll follow my way.

I will not stop them from doing what they like too. Like maybe becoming a singer, a designer or whatever. BUT, they must at least finish their University before they go about fulfilling their dreams. NOW, studies is already so important. What's more about when my kids grow up. That'll be don't know how many many many years lah. Studies will then become a more more more important factor in this society.

Parents will always want the best for their child. I will never let my child experience what I have experienced before. I will never let them worry about too many things except their studies. I believe my plan/method will work. Well, it will have to be about 20 to 30 years before I know if they work or not. I'm sure they will. =D

Ever thought of that? Nurturing your child? Hahas! I did ofcourse.




Sometimes I just hate myself. Everything of me.
Why can't I just talk nicer. Why am I like that?
Can't I just talk to him nicer? Argh. I'm such a sucky person.

Hahas! I just came back from my running. =) Alone kay! Wahahas!!!

I woke up at 7am to prepare for my run. Although I only ran for 21 minutes and 47 seconds (I timed using my watch), it's counted a success for me. I'm a first timer leh~ =D

Luckily there wasn't many people running or what but I do saw two runners. One is a plumb guy and the other is a fit guy! WEE~ Hey, my purpose is to run lah. Hahas!

Then when I went home Rina commented that 'so fast! you should run for hours what...' Argh... It isn't easy for someone who hate running to go jogging. But then I still have saturday and sunday to try out. Definitely not too long too. Hurhur... I'm having giddy spell now.


Yesterday went to Compass Point after school with Ohm, Mummy and Honeybunch. We went Ya kun to have our lunch and then went to Burger King to chat. We went to Compass Point at 11 am and we chatted up till 5.30pm!!

We gave comments about each other. Our good/bad characteristic. Then we went on to having agree to open a shop together in about fifteen years time. But we were afraid that we might like...someone will cheat. Eventhough we're friends, time pass and people do change right? So...yup. Hard to say too.

I think the most important thing in opening a shop is that we must not be afraid to take risk. =) And to make sure that we do get profits lah. Hahas! We're not thinking too far back. Opening a shop requires a big sum of money. We can't say we take loan from the bank for every expenses. Because...Ya larx..

Had a disgusting dream yesterday night. My clique is with me. Out of nowhere, I saw a bloody head in a plastic bag. Then someone told us that a head just fly there. I was told to stand outside the tent when suddenly many reporters came and wanted to know what happen. But the people there refuses to say anything. Then the rest was blur blur and then blur. I couldn't remember.

I'm going to shower now. =)

Healthy Lifestyle.

What is simply wrong with that stupid sickkening sea? WHY is so many people drowning!!!!!!!!! What is underneath there?!!!!! Everytime I see the newspaper, a new case of drowning is found! SIAO!!!!! Must be crazy!! Few days ago there is one and now there is another which happened at the siloso beach. ARGH!

I HATE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!

F***

I exercised today!! =)

When did I become so lonely,
lefting only with Rina to talk to.

My brain is damaged lah.
Cause I can't think properly now.
And I'm starting to SS- (speak shit). Hahas! Lame.

Give me my stage, my lights, my wigs, my make up, my boots and I will be alright.
Thanks.

*lights on

I'm somehow getting used to not having a handphone again. My father's handphone is spoilt and he asked me to give him mine. Argh! Ahh, he made used of me. It's okay lah. I was angry at first cause I don't have any number of my friends. And I can't call them!! But...Can say, I've gotten used to it already. It's all about getting used lah. yawn-

I think I can be a fortune teller. I had a premonition before the paper that 'Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland ' is not going to come out for the exam. And well, it turned out the way like I said. Last week for history exam, I had a premonition before the exam too. And yup, again it came true. Hahas! I am the KING of the world yea!

I think I will not be able to try out the three months in JC with my standard now lah. =(
Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind.........

So tired......to blog anything now.